Jessica Simpson includes a – CNN

Simpson consists of a handwritten “divorce journal” about her separation from her previous hubby Nick Lachey, stating she was “afraid to be alone.” Simpson and Lachey divided in 2005 after 7 years together.

“I didn’t want to be married any longer but I was also afraid to be alone with ‘no one to call my own but the night,'” Simpson stated. “The house is hushed. Everything is still. I sit in solitude. To cry. To feel alone….”

She continued: “What a shame to find that which is or who is to blame, because in this world, deceit becomes a crippled hearts cane.”

She exposes that she was harmed Lachey had actually proceeded so quick.

“So Nick, u r with another already?” she composed. “Seems that you forgot the love you spoke to me… It is only because I am alone in the dark [with] no one to call my own, but the night.

“Oh night, enjoy me tenderly, enjoy me peaceful, discover me pleased, discover me ideal. Oh lord, let your star shine upon me this evening.”

Simpson is now married to Eric Johnson, and the two share three kids, Birdie Mae, 2, Maxwell Drew, 8, and Ace Knute, 7.

In a new introduction for the book, Simpson said she was thrilled with the feedback from readers, writing, “I didn’t understand it was the start of the discussion.”

Jobber Wiki author Frank Long contributed to this report.